^^ Hi to all !! Baobei finally talk to me liaaoss~ Yea! Thank you!! Wont dissappoint eu again i promise eu~ Lets see what i did this week end.. Hmm friday when to meet gerald to slack hahas, we met at tam mall and eat dinner there. He played afew games (as usual) before leaving to the interchange to take bus. At the interchange we could not decide where to go next so we just took bus 38 and stopped at a hdb block near both our house. We slacked and chat about lots of things and out of nowhere 3 policemen came and asked us what we were doing here :X Totally stun there like wtf? He asked us afew questions and then went off. Gerald decided to come my house stay haha~ Played game till around 5 then we slept.

Friday was quite boring stayed at home and did nothing much hahaha. When to sakei sushi with mr gerald again. Went home after that as parent kao pei :x

Saturday was quite fun! When to jurong point with nic and gerald. The trip the was dam long and exhausting.. Slept throughout the whole trip blasting my music~ By the time reach jurong, my butt hurt like !@#$ and my legs were cramp.. Lucky awhile only :X Walked around, joked around, played around, and laughed around. The guys decided to play a few game of tekken and then decided to leave. The train home was long but we had fun! We made alot of noise by laughing as we kept disturbing each other hahas. I stopped at simei and they went to tampines to have dinner. Went home and chat with baobei on the phone~~~ Her didi dam funny! Jealous i talk to her jiejie :x what sia zhong!

I think tommorrow i would be meeting my secondary school classmates as i miss them alot alot!!! ^^ LOVE 4E4!!!! Lets have fun and make merry together tommorrow! Thats a must! :D

Yesterday i woke up in the morning, looked at my handphone, no messages. Felt moody and dont have the appetitide to eat anything. Decided to go to Nic's house to try to just forget about you for one moment but you were always in my mind. Nothing i can do would make things right and i hope you would give me a answer soon. My heart is hurting every single time whenever i think about you. Didnt know what to do during evening time so decided to meet gerald. He came to my house and stayed overnight. Thanks bro for accopanying me :)

You are important to me, my dear. I want you with me. Love you baobei.

The closer you are to someone, the more hurt you will feel. Althought i tried stopping myself, tears just wont stop rolling down my face. No matter how tough i look on the outside, inside im crying. No matter what your decision is, i would not say a word but try to get over with it.

I hate the thought of losing you, but i must let go if that is what you want.
Love you always.

Trying to get back someone's trust after lying to them afew times is hard.. I can only blame myself for being so selfish and stupid as i didnt think about how you would feel. Theres nothing i can do to gain back ur trust and i just hope that in time you would trust me again..

Im so stupid..
Please forgive me baobei.. Love you. :'(

HEY GUYS!!! THIS WEEK IS TEST WEEKK! GOT GO STUDY MA? Haha better go hor :x Today woke up dam late ^^ so shiok~ Baobei went for her test early early this morning. Hope she did well ba! :D At around 11.30 i met our usual kaki and baobei for lunch. They all said the test was quite easy? Haaha i wasnt so worried then. We chatted about Bleach and some other anime stuff all the way till lesson time~

Lesson was quite fun as i didnt hear what the teacher had to say at all! Like one ear in one ear out. Destone was writing on notepad and he had a brilliant idea! He send-ed what he wrote to our mailbox so that we didnt have to waste time writing ^^ THANKS! Happily chatting away and joking with jopie junlong des and izwan~ Dam funny ! Totally laughed till my stomach cramp siah!

After lesson baobei and the rest of the group when home only left des and me. We when to class and waited for our turn to take the test. Dam boring.. Lucky Baobei got pei wo msg :D Soon it was des's turn. So i waited and waited and waited... Jiaya and ervin came but they took the test first! Hmm who ask me so late then born :x Finally after around 2hrs of waiting, MY TURN! Chiong-ed do the test and teacher helped me quite a lot ^^ Thanks CHER Ur The Best! Afterwards when to eat with ervin and des and thats roughly all for the day~

Theres a test tommorrow again for me and it starts at 8am!!!!! Think i gonna rest early today. Nights guys! :D

Love you BaoBei !! ^^

Hey guys... Today im not fine. Dragon Boat training totally sucks and is making me dam moody now.. As i pon-ed friday training as i went to watch movie with friends and baobei, a senior from DB saw me there! Fark! Then i tio 1000 push ups.. Totally shag and my freaking hand were shaking. My palm had alot of blisters and it was painfully as hell. Halfway through i joined back the training. Did around 100 more pushups and that was all.. Lao Shi said today everyone mood was not there and decided to end the training. He told us to go home and think hard whether this kind of training was suitable for us and whether we should quit. I felt that i totally dissapointed him..

After that we had our own de-brief. The seniors scolded us and told us how fark up we were and why our attendence was always not there. We were and looking down and thinking to ourselves why. A senior asked me why i never go for afew training these few days and i cant find any good reason to tell him. I just said "I have no reason" Then the nagging started again but i understand i am in the wrong here.

Now im thinking to myself whether i should continue althought my heart tells me to. What should i do?? Someone please help.. Guys sorry today post totally sucks and will be back to normal soon i hope. :x Bye and thanks for reading

Today was another brand new day! Gonna go and celebrate mommy's birthday (which is on monday) at suntec city~ There was a toy and anime convention today there too~ So excited ^^ In the morning didi when off first to meet his friends first at around 11plus. Me and parents when off abit later for breakfast and lunch together. Hmm we waited for 45mins for our turn to eat! Omg dam hungry liao i tell eu! So we each bought 2 bowls of mee to eat :) After eating we when to marina square to walk walk. I was bored so i decided to go to the arcade myself first~ Hmm quite boring i must say the games like never update de sia...

Then meet up with didi later after his friends go home and went to the Anime Fair~ Dam cool the things there~ There got cosplayers, comics, firgures, and manga and alot more! It was quite squeezy there but im cool with it. Hmm didi bought a few comic books and a figure but as for me i left the empty hand-ed.. Wanted to get a few figures but all so exp! One of them cost around $40 each sia and i wanted 3 :x DAMIT! After the fair our whole family when to sakae sushi to eat ^^ Dam full and nice! Thats all for today i guess and here are a few pics about the convention~ Paiseh ar guys lousy phone so lousy camera leh :x

Alot of things happened these few days. I learnt alot from these 3 days of lesssons. Luckily didnt pon any classes at all! ^^ This week spent alot of time with my baobei~ Dam happy and shiok hahahahahahahaha!!! Lets hope tommorrow would be better as i gonna go watch movie with baobei after my DB training~ Think i have been abbbbiiittt lazy recently ba? Have been skipping quite a number of trainings but have been doing self-training instead of course!

Monday: Still holiday~ But spent my whole entire day rotting at homee and didnt even step outside of my house once! Breakfast i told didi to help me takeaway for me and dinner i cooked mee~ That day was dam cold and felt like sleeping the day away. HOWEVER didi bought friends home == Totally noisy man they all! Cant even sleep sia! KNS

Tuesday: Feels like a long time since i last when to school haha. Finally met baobei~~~ Class was quite boring as usual but learnt quite alot of things. Omg i cant believe it myself i actually can understand! Lalalalala~ I think i forgot about what happened about that day so just forget about it~ To wednesday!

Wednesday:Did a group practical with ben jianhua and baobei~ Lesson was quite interesting and everything was done quite quickly. Eng Kai as usual likes to AP here and there when he is in class :x Dam irritating maybe gonna whack his stupid click click face one day! Blah blah blah S&W we did some stupid test and i got 77.6% at first try woo hoo! Means no need re-do~ Helped afew classmates with the test too and helped baobei together with kahyi~ decided to skip DB again and pei baobei home~ we chat quite alot of things at her house downstairs and when home~

Today: Another practical but this time Mr Click Click randomly choose teammates for us :x I,Jianhua,Jay,and another girl whose name i forgot (paiseh ar!!!) were grouped together. Everything was going smoothly until the last part where we had to do static routing!!! DAMIT Jianhua and I were dam pissed! Grrr... We found out that the ip addresss was wrong and we had to re-do every single thing again! There wasnt much time and we were dam stressed. Decided to just give up and when for break ba~ Hmm LLA was boring and i slept almost the whole period away. Then came RCT. We did a worksheet and a practical which was relatively easy~ Ah nah Ah nah HL la HL! Then went home with baobei again and chatted along the way~ When swimming later decided to blog~ which im doing now!

Baobei i miss you and i hope i can be able to be by your side everyday, every moment. I am only truely happy when i am with you and i hope you feel that way too! ^^ Thats all for the post and i wish everyone goood night!

WOO HOOOOOOOO!!!!! YES!! The 4 days holidays starts from today~~ what to do what to do? my mind is kinda empty now. Should i play some online game? Or should i go watch tv? Should i go swim ? Or should i do weights? (Someone please find me something to do!!!) Lets do a summary of this week. Hmm monday was kinda boring , tuesday was kinda sad and unlucky , wednesday was quite fun as there was basketball ^^ , thursday was alright and today was not bad i must say cause morning when to changi with family to eat dim sum! Sibei nice i tell eu :) Then follow that was DB training in the school gym as it was raining. After that was basketball with more friends and had dinner with xin ran then when home playing battleon :x I know it lame but it kinda keeps me entertain haha~

Lets hope tommorrow would be just as fun as today if not im just gonna stay home and rot helping my didi play his xbox game.. Guys! Anything call me! Bye bye!