Hey guys... Today im not fine. Dragon Boat training totally sucks and is making me dam moody now.. As i pon-ed friday training as i went to watch movie with friends and baobei, a senior from DB saw me there! Fark! Then i tio 1000 push ups.. Totally shag and my freaking hand were shaking. My palm had alot of blisters and it was painfully as hell. Halfway through i joined back the training. Did around 100 more pushups and that was all.. Lao Shi said today everyone mood was not there and decided to end the training. He told us to go home and think hard whether this kind of training was suitable for us and whether we should quit. I felt that i totally dissapointed him..

After that we had our own de-brief. The seniors scolded us and told us how fark up we were and why our attendence was always not there. We were and looking down and thinking to ourselves why. A senior asked me why i never go for afew training these few days and i cant find any good reason to tell him. I just said "I have no reason" Then the nagging started again but i understand i am in the wrong here.

Now im thinking to myself whether i should continue althought my heart tells me to. What should i do?? Someone please help.. Guys sorry today post totally sucks and will be back to normal soon i hope. :x Bye and thanks for reading